Doubts

Hello there readers! Oh wait, that is if I have one.. Har har so hello it's 140AM in the morning and here I am deciding to blog again after weeks abandoning it. I wasn't really busy or anything, I just didn't have any idea on what to blog. And now, I finally have a thing to spill out; I'M SCARED SHITLESS. 22nd December is coming in less than a week, that means us 96's have 6 days left before getting our PMR results. Ya Allah the last time I felt this anxious was 3 years back then, when I was taking my UPSR result but things were much different back then ya know.. Haih.


My heart skips 469516291 beats every time '22nd December 2012' runs through my mind, yeap I'm just worried that my result is not gonna turn out great. I just don't want to dissapoint my parents, and my siblings. It's one of my biggest fear :( They once told me, "We don't mind if you don't get straight A's, you worked hard for it and that's enough." Yeah but what if I didn't work hard? I studied my ass off a month before PMR ok, and I regret that. Really. Shit I'm just making myself more nervous right now :| 


Well.. I'm just hoping that when I get my result, it'll be tears of joy that are rolling on my cheeks instead of tears of sadness and regret. Amin.

X's & O's