Story of A Girl

Welcoming A New Year, Once Again

2012-01-02T15:01:00.021+08:00

Ola! It's 2012 , whoopteedoo~ Usually I would just spend my NYE at home doing nothing and watch the fireworks at the balcony or just in front of the TV if I want to. I know, a very boring way to spend my NYE indeed. But this time, I spent it with my friends instead! It was just a simple pool party without barbeque or anything, still it was really fun. Good food and good company, what more could I ask for?

The highlight of the night was when all of us (about 20 people) had to climb the fire escape to the rooftop! It was really something crazy to do but it was all worth it when the fireworks started. It was a beautiful scenery, especially when you're watching it with your loved ones. :)

Soon after everything ended, most of the girls & boys went back. Nadia and I on the other hand, spent the night/morning accompanied by our five so called bodyguards instead. Heheh. It was a never-ending and an adventurous journey for us! Our feet hurt so bad since we wore only slippers but we weren't tired at all, surprisingly. It was one heck of a night I must say. I definitely want to relive it again if I could. I hope all of you had a splendid New Year's Eve too just like I did and I hope it's not too late to say this but.. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

Just 'cse I look good, heheh.

One of my favorite.

Crime partner ;)

Most epic picture we had ^^

X's & O's

An Ending To A New Beginning

2011-12-28T00:37:00.013+08:00

As we all know, 2011 is leaving us in few days time. 3 days to be exact. Can you believe it? Sigh, how time flies.. I'm not ready to leave 2011 just yet but at the same time, I'm excited to welcome 2012. 2011 was nothing but a hell of a roller coaster ride. I've been through lots of ups and downs by my own but I can proudly say that I made it this far. "No pain, no gain" right? Hehe. :)

I can't help but reminisce all the things that happened. It's amazing really, how so many things could happen in just a short period of time. It felt just like a week ago that I welcomed 2011 and now all that's left is goodbye. Goodbyes are hard, I know 'cause I've been there. But knowing that I had a wonderful year with my loved ones, I'm ready to start a new chapter. With new experiences and never-ending happiness of course!

The new friends I made, the friendships I lost but managed to gain back, the experiences, memories. Everything about 2011 is a bless to me. I'm grateful for all the people that have been there for me throughout the year, really. I don't think I could make it here now without these people who've always stand by my side.

Thank you 2011, you've been one of the best year of my entire life.

X's & O's

To Infinity And Beyond

2011-12-23T14:44:00.005+08:00

Source of happiness

Dear Abdul Aiman Abdul Jamil,

I know I'm not good with words but I hope this brings a smile to your face. I love you. Always have, always will. We've been through a lot together don't we? Sometimes we're up, sometimes we're at our lowest but I'm glad things still work out in the end. You don't know how lucky I am to have you. 10 months & still going strong, I hope there's a lot more to go. InsyaAllah.

I know you're currently upset with yourself, but cheer up love :) You know I'll always stand by your side. No matter what. Promise is a promise. You're still my Einstein, my Maths genius, and sometimes my teacher. Hahah, you teached me a lot without even noticing it.

2011 have been one of the best year with you in it. Went through the whole year knowing you, I'm glad I did. Let's hope 2012 will be an amazing year for us too! *fingers crossed*

X's & O's

Unexpected, it was

2011-12-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

Today, was by far, the best day of my life! Well one of it hehe. Alhamdulillah, all the hard work actually paid off after a rough year that I've been through. :) I didn't expect much on what I'm gonna get for my results but getting straight A's is one of the greatest achievement, for myself. I doubt myself to even score PMR, I didn't do well on my studies, I failed a few times, but fate prove myself wrong. It felt just like a dream, the sweetest dream. I know I'm exagerrating but what can I say? I'm overjoyed and I'm also proud of my friends! 8A's or not, you babies did your best right? Congratulations to everyone that took their results, be proud of yourselves ♥

X's & O's

Doubts

2011-12-16T01:57:00.003+08:00

Hello there readers! Oh wait, that is if I have one.. Har har so hello it's 140AM in the morning and here I am deciding to blog again after weeks abandoning it. I wasn't really busy or anything, I just didn't have any idea on what to blog. And now, I finally have a thing to spill out; I'M SCARED SHITLESS. 22nd December is coming in less than a week, that means us 96's have 6 days left before getting our PMR results. Ya Allah the last time I felt this anxious was 3 years back then, when I was taking my UPSR result but things were much different back then ya know.. Haih.

My heart skips 469516291 beats every time '22nd December 2012' runs through my mind, yeap I'm just worried that my result is not gonna turn out great. I just don't want to dissapoint my parents, and my siblings. It's one of my biggest fear :( They once told me, "We don't mind if you don't get straight A's, you worked hard for it and that's enough." Yeah but what if I didn't work hard? I studied my ass off a month before PMR ok, and I regret that. Really. Shit I'm just making myself more nervous right now :|

Well.. I'm just hoping that when I get my result, it'll be tears of joy that are rolling on my cheeks instead of tears of sadness and regret. Amin.

X's & O's

Grateful

2011-12-02T19:58:00.007+08:00

November ended as perfect as it could; I got my best friend back & I couldn't ask for more. We were not in talking terms for months and it was really hard to not have her by my side like she used to. Nothing can ever break our friendship again. 6 years and counting to forever, definitely.

And so we meet again, December. You were such a pain in the ass to me, this time, last year. Remember? I was never truly happy after what happened but I managed to put it all aside and here I am, standing strong as ever. Thank you for putting me through a rough time, glad I learned the hard way. So hello there December '11, what's gonna happen nw? Surprise me :)

X's & O's

A Night To Remember

2011-11-29T16:26:00.009+08:00

25/11/11 ; Definitely one of the best night of my life. I'd turn back time and do it all over again if I could. I miss everything about it already.

My twin, my gossip partner, my #1 stalker

Part time best friend, full time lover

My girls ♥

X's & O's

She Will Be Loved

2011-11-28T22:00:00.003+08:00

There's a story behind every song, and I have mine too :) Hi dolls! Feels like forever since I last updated my blog.. Oh yes I love exagerrating. Heheh. Anyways, there's something that I need to confess; I'm in love with November and I'm NOT quite ready to let it go just yet but every hello ends with a goodbye. Right? Sigh. I just hope that December's gonna turn out as good as November did. And come think to of it, I'm gonna take my results on December. No words can describe how unprepared I am, what if I dissapoint my parents? What if? Yes, it's the what ifs that kill. I'm just gonna hope for the best.. But just the thought of it gives me chills mhm. And by the way dear December, please take your time. 2012 is not what I'm looking forward to.

X's & O's

Head Over Heels

2011-11-16T01:25:00.015+08:00

"Promise me, you'll stay with me through thick and thin?" "I promise, no matter what" :)

Hi lovely, this one's for you. So we just made up after a whole day of not talking to each other a few hours ago. I'm sorry for what happened though. A pointless fight, that was. But I'm glad we're right on track now. I love you, everything about you. Your flaws and all.

I'm so glad it's you that I'm head over heels for. Knowing you feel the same way, that's the best part. I'm not trying to be all cheesy here, honestly I'm not. I'm just expressing how in love I am with you. But obviously.. a simple blog post isn't enough. You, yourself know that sayang.

Less than 48 hours to go, and we're officially 9 months together. Can you believe it? It only started with a simple nickname I called you when we were total strangers to each other. Remember? Never knew it could lead us to this.

X's & O's

It's Been Awhile

2011-11-15T15:35:00.004+08:00

Hi! It's been a week plus since I last blogged. Well I had no idea on what to blog about and I've been quite 'busy'.. Yeap. For a start, November have been good to me and I couldn't ask fr more. But, I really I wish I could go on a long vacation just to get my mind off things though. Not saying that being here sucks, I just want a peaceful place to relax in. No dramas, no interruptions. That'd be nice, no?

X's & O's

As Expected

2011-11-06T22:55:00.005+08:00

Me being well.. me.

A little too late, but.. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha lovelies! It felt just like another normal day fr me when I woke up this morning. Thanks to the boyfriend, I actually managed to wake up early today lol. Nothing special or interesting really happened though, didn't even went out to any of my relative's house. Well let's just say, the Raya spirit wasn't really there. But, I had a great night with the whole bunch when everyone came over. I must say, I'm lucky and blessed to have such an amazing family. A night well spent indeed with all of them. OH and, school holiday tmrw & the day after, what more could I ask for now? Hehe ;)

X's & O's

Wish You Were Here

2011-11-05T01:50:00.000+08:00

"You're always there, you're everywhere but right now I wish you were here.."

The song that's currently on repeat on my playlist, I just can't seem to stop raping the replay button fr some reasons. Maybe it's true, when it's getting late outside and you're alone throughout the night, you'll begin to think just about everything. Honestly I myself am not sure what I'm trying to say here, I just felt like blogging and so I type everything that comes in mind. I can't seem to express what I'm feeling, something's missing & not right but I just can't figure out what it is. It's true boys, us girls are complicated. We don't even get ourselves at most times and I admit that. Ok wait, what am I crapping anyways? It's 2 in the morning and here I am blabbering about nothing. Nada. Oh god, I should probably do something better or get some sleep nw..

You, here, that'd be good.

X's & O's

A New Start

2011-11-03T19:36:00.001+08:00

Hi hello there, as some of you know I've always had a blog.. but I just felt like renewing it. Again. Hehe. Well let's make it short, I'm not gonna write about my daily life 'cse we all know that's impossible fr me to do so. I'll just write whatever and whenever I want to. But this time, I'll try to keep it constantly updated. Hopefully.

X's & O's